You
could not tell by looking that Tina McKnight was in pain. Her hair was
perfectly curled and she sat up straight in her desk chair, underneath
a series of watercolors of Taxco, the Mexican town she loved to visit.
That morning Tina had chosen a pantsuit of salmon pink and pinned a
matching silk flower to her lapel, as if she could will good news
through cheerful attire. Her back throbbed, sore from hours of bending
over the toilet, possibly from food poisoning but more likely from
stress. It was a week and a half before the end of the school year, and
McKnight, the principal of Tyler Heights Elementary School in
Annapolis, Maryland, had a lot on her mind.
She
was worried about her sick mother, whom she could not care for the day
before because she’d been stuck baby-sitting strangers who
had appropriated the playground for an illicit soccer tournament.
(Corona bottles and Pampers had been scattered all over the grass until
Tina appeared with trash bags; god knows what was still left.) Today
drops of water plopped rhythmically into strategically placed trash
cans on the fifth-grade hall — trouble with the air
conditioning, one more thing that needed to be fixed.
Other
problems obsessing McKnight: it didn’t look like
she’d get the school uniform plan in place by fall, as
she’d wanted to. The discipline data had stopped improving,
even with all the prizes given to students as behavior incentives, so
McKnight hoped another principal in the district would call to chip in
for the five-thousand-dollar consultant whose book promised
“discipline without stress, punishment and
rewards.” Then there was the secretary whose father had
suffered a stroke, the assistant whose dad was headed to the hospital
for his heart, and the kindergarten class that at the moment had
neither teacher nor assistant nor substitute.
On
top all that, something far bigger was looming.
It
was the first Monday in June 2005, a D-Day of sorts for the principals
of Anne Arundel County: They were about to receive their
students’ scores on Maryland’s annual standardized
test. For McKnight, and educators across the nation, test score day had
accrued such monumental importance that it provoked more jitters than
the first day of school, more emotions than fifth-grade graduation.
Since McKnight's arrival at 6:30 a.m., she had spent much of the time
intensely drumming her hands on her prized Harvard desk blotter, a gift
from her son. She had dug through the mailbag and found nothing. She
kept looking out the window for deliveries but saw nothing.
“Good
morning!” McKnight called to one little boy who came into the
office to sign in. She greets every child she sees coming in tardy
— and at Tyler Heights there are many, particularly in the
last days of school. “Running late?” she asked.
“We’re glad you’re here.”
“Why
is it so quiet?” the boy asked.
“Because
everybody’s learning,” the principal told him.
She
signed checks, one after the other, to keep up with the
school’s bills. When the phone rang but no secretary picked
up, she grabbed the receiver. “Hello, Tina McKnight, Tyler
Heights.” Ms. McKnight — no longer Mrs., since her
divorce had become final months before — dispatched the call
and greeted another latecomer. “Good morning! Running late?
We’re glad you’re here.” Then a man in a
ball cap and khakis appeared in the outer office, holding a manila
envelope.
McKnight
walked over to greet him, and he handed her the envelope, marked
MARYLAND SCHOOL ASSESSMENT.
“Am
I going to be happy after I open these?” she said.
“I
have no idea. I’m just the delivery man.”
The
principal shut her office door, bracing herself for the moment she had
anticipated with anxiety pretty much every day for three months, ever
since her third, fourth, and fifth graders took the state reading and
math exams. McKnight pulled a sheaf of papers from the envelope,
columns and columns of numbers, and paged through them. What she saw
just didn’t make sense — not for a school that so
many middle-class parents had rejected, not for a school that mainly
served the poor, not for children who had arrived in the building with
so few skills and so many problems. Such was the school’s
reputation that when McKnight was appointed principal five years back,
colleagues had said, “Congratulations, I think.”
Baffled,
McKnight flipped back and forth to assess the numbers. Her hand was at
her chest.
“Oh,
I have to be sure I’m digesting what I’m digesting,
because I’m, like, really…” She
couldn’t finish her sentence. She sniffed. Her brows
scrunched behind her glasses, her dark-brown eyes practically closed.
“I don’t know if I’m really looking at
the right numbers.”
Overall,
according to the results, 86 percent of the students passed reading.
Eighty percent passed math. Black fourth graders — 91 percent
passed reading! Hispanic third graders — 100 percent passed
math! McKnight compared the county numbers and the school numbers, side
by side. Hers were higher in many categories. “I
don’t believe this. It’s, like,
what…”
Maybe,
she wondered, she had been sent some other school’s results.
Maybe this was a mistake.
Or
maybe not. Definitely not.
McKnight
screamed. The reading teacher came in, saw the numbers, and she
screamed too. McKnight grabbed a compact disc from her desk and went to
the PA system in the outer office. She was forbidden to officially
reveal the results to teachers yet, but she couldn’t resist
giving them a clue. She put the disc into the boom box and pointed the
intercom mike at it. The whole building heard the song —
fuzzy, but clear enough. “Ain’t
no stopping us now, we’re on the move!”
In
the classrooms, the students danced, not because they knew the
song’s hidden meaning but because music, even a cheesy disco
tune, meant dancing. The teachers had no problem understanding what the
song signified: For them, it was a deliverance of sorts. Most came out
of their rooms as McKnight raced down the hallway to high-five them,
like she was finishing a marathon.
At
the end of the hall, she let out a shocking, triumphant scream.
"Miracle"
was exactly the word Alia Johnson thought of when she heard how her
third graders had scored on the Maryland School Assessment. "An example
for others," though? She wasn't so sure.
As
McKnight had waited for the results in her office that Monday, Johnson
had been sitting on the rocking chair in her classroom, teaching a math
lesson. While she looked put-together as always, her curly dark hair
pulled back tight, she, too, had been sick to her stomach waiting for
the results. MSA, MSA — sometimes it felt like that was all
she was supposed to think about. McKnight had been in and out of her
room almost weekly until the test. McKnight’s supervisor had
also been a regular presence. Johnson had drilled her students in the
proper written response to any reading question they might encounter,
taught them the process of elimination, given practice test after
practice test, talked about stamina (demonstrating the lack of it by
falling out of her chair). She felt like she’d done all she
could to prepare her class.
But
in March, when Johnson had looked over her students’
shoulders as they took the MSA, she grew scared – it
didn’t seem like they knew much. Their answers betrayed their
nerves. A lot rode on these scores, Johnson knew. Vindication for the
school. A bonus to teachers of $1,500 apiece, to add to a
forty-thousand-dollar paycheck in a county with the lowest salaries
around. A degree of autonomy. The way things worked now, the higher the
test scores, the more freedom a teacher was given to choose how she
taught. Johnson already had to adjust to the superintendent’s
new reading and math curricula, and she knew that if Tyler Heights
didn’t make what the law called “adequate yearly
progress” she could expect a whole new slate of programs and
meddlers, a burden that might push her out of her job, if the state
didn’t first.
So
when Johnson heard “Ain’t No Stopping Us
Now,” she was bathed in relief. (Her students carried on with
math instead of dancing; she was strict that way.)
The
next day, at a staff meeting in the library, McKnight put on the music
again. “Was our reading score sixty-five? No way!
Seventy-five? We left it in the dust. Eighty-five? Higher! Off your
feet!” The principal sang along, working herself up to a
pant.
The
scores were put on the overhead projector, grade by grade, and Johnson
was stunned to see that 90 percent of the third-graders passed the test
— compared to 35 percent just two years before. As much as
the results pleased her, though, they frightened her, as they raised
the stakes. Rumor had it lots of teachers were going to quit over the
summer, and she wondered if her new teammates would be up to the
challenge. The children that Johnson would have for third grade in the
fall, whom she had taught as first graders, were very low in skills,
and No Child Left Behind wouldn’t count their improvement so
much as how they compared to this year’s group. Johnson, who
was twenty-seven, had been at the school four years and had hoped to
quit by the time they caught up to her in third grade. But those plans
fell through. She knew that come August she’d be back in Room
18 at Tyler Heights.
Alia
Johnson had wanted to make a difference for poor children. But she
wasn’t sure how much she was, 90 percent proficiency
notwithstanding. The “no excuses” thing bothered
her: No matter how little help students got from parents, no matter if
they came to school hungry or abused, lead-poisoned or learning
disabled, they had to pass that test. But did the test really tell
anyone all they needed to know about the children? Throughout the year,
so much was sacrificed to achieve that score. Was it worth it? This
revolution had begun with students like Alia Johnson’s in
mind. But teachers like her wondered: Were they doing the best by their
children?
“I
don’t know what to say, except it’s been a really,
really long journey to get Tyler Heights to where it is,”
McKnight told her teachers at the staff meeting. Alia listened as the
principal went on to talk about the $1,500 bonuses, and about next
year: where she stood in hiring new teachers, where to submit
school-supply lists, and, of course, next year’s test.
“We
can see the kids who almost made it,” McKnight said.
“We have names and faces, and they’re not going to
get away.”
No
amount of relief could erase the fact that the clock had restarted that
day. The staff of Tyler Heights felt the pressure. They had exactly one
year to prove that this was not a fluke.
Copyright
© 2007 Linda Perlstein